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5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.
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5/18/2016 3:49:45 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:38:02 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I can't fill my holes.

I feel permanently wounded.

You're not retarded. You just need to find the right friends, who accept you, for you. :)
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5/18/2016 4:26:20 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:

I'm sorry, man. Hope it gets better! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here. Don't feel like you're worthless. Everyone makes mistakes and does stupid things -- it's inherent nature. Just because you're like everyone else in that regard doesn't classify you as worthless or dumb. Try to think of the positive things; remember what brings joy to your life and dwell on that. It doesn't matter what others think, just do the best you can to BE the best you can. :)
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5/18/2016 11:00:32 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:49:45 AM, Rosalie wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:38:02 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I can't fill my holes.

I feel permanently wounded.

You're not retarded. You just need to find the right friends, who accept you, for you. :)

Those people are too rare.

And i'm not sure if i will fix me or help me get over anything.
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5/18/2016 11:04:39 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 4:26:20 AM, ColeTrain wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:

I'm sorry, man. Hope it gets better! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here. Don't feel like you're worthless. Everyone makes mistakes and does stupid things -- it's inherent nature. Just because you're like everyone else in that regard doesn't classify you as worthless or dumb. Try to think of the positive things; remember what brings joy to your life and dwell on that. It doesn't matter what others think, just do the best you can to BE the best you can. :)

I'm not like everyone else.

I'm so different and eccentric people...

I don't know at at all what people's HO is.

I can't dwell on the good.

And the more i don't give a carp the more i realize i will go bonkers without meaningful social interaction.
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5/18/2016 12:12:59 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 11:04:39 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
At 5/18/2016 4:26:20 AM, ColeTrain wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:

I'm sorry, man. Hope it gets better! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here. Don't feel like you're worthless. Everyone makes mistakes and does stupid things -- it's inherent nature. Just because you're like everyone else in that regard doesn't classify you as worthless or dumb. Try to think of the positive things; remember what brings joy to your life and dwell on that. It doesn't matter what others think, just do the best you can to BE the best you can. :)

I'm not like everyone else.

I'm so different and eccentric people...

I don't know at at all what people's HO is.

I can't dwell on the good.

And the more i don't give a carp the more i realize i will go bonkers without meaningful social interaction.

I'm trying to give you that opportunity, don't push it away.
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5/18/2016 12:18:35 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 12:12:59 PM, ColeTrain wrote:
At 5/18/2016 11:04:39 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
At 5/18/2016 4:26:20 AM, ColeTrain wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:

I'm sorry, man. Hope it gets better! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here. Don't feel like you're worthless. Everyone makes mistakes and does stupid things -- it's inherent nature. Just because you're like everyone else in that regard doesn't classify you as worthless or dumb. Try to think of the positive things; remember what brings joy to your life and dwell on that. It doesn't matter what others think, just do the best you can to BE the best you can. :)

I'm not like everyone else.

I'm so different and eccentric people...

I don't know at at all what people's HO is.

I can't dwell on the good.

And the more i don't give a carp the more i realize i will go bonkers without meaningful social interaction.

I'm trying to give you that opportunity, don't push it away.

I'm rebuttaling to hopefully have my beliefs shattered.

I'm not trying to push you away though. XD

I'm just talking about my issues.
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5/18/2016 12:26:42 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
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5/18/2016 1:19:12 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

Welcome to my world

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.
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5/18/2016 1:46:08 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.

You are actually 16, yes? I had the same experience. Beginning of high school sucks a*s and there's no real excuse for it. That feeling of loneliness is incredibly stressful and I tried not caring about others too.

Who cares what they say behind my back? Who cares if they make fun of me? It doesn't matter right? It's just the way things are...

Bullsh*t. And I didn't realise that till I got older, moved school, became a little more social.

There is this quote:

"The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration." - Pearl S.Buck

And let me tell you something: I don't think you're retarded (don't understand why people say it when it's offensive to actual mentally ill people). Also the mistakes you listed aren't what I consider mistakes.

Try listening to this soothing piece: https://www.youtube.com...
And then this: https://www.youtube.com...

Social interaction is the hardest thing I've had to learn and I frequently move around a lot. In the past, I've been surrounded with lots of really energy draining people who make me feel worthless everyday. These same people, I've made peace with, and even interact with.

My PM is open btw. I've had some strange convos before.
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5/18/2016 2:34:52 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 1:46:08 PM, Adam_Godzilla wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.


You are actually 16, yes? I had the same experience. Beginning of high school sucks a*s and there's no real excuse for it. That feeling of loneliness is incredibly stressful and I tried not caring about others too.

Who cares what they say behind my back? Who cares if they make fun of me? It doesn't matter right? It's just the way things are...

Bullsh*t. And I didn't realise that till I got older, moved school, became a little more social.

There is this quote:

"The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration." - Pearl S.Buck

And let me tell you something: I don't think you're retarded (don't understand why people say it when it's offensive to actual mentally ill people). Also the mistakes you listed aren't what I consider mistakes.

Try listening to this soothing piece: https://www.youtube.com...
And then this: https://www.youtube.com...

Social interaction is the hardest thing I've had to learn and I frequently move around a lot. In the past, I've been surrounded with lots of really energy draining people who make me feel worthless everyday. These same people, I've made peace with, and even interact with.

My PM is open btw. I've had some strange convos before.

I do things so stupid it is pretty much the only word to fully convey my stupidity.

And we abolished retard and now use mentally challenged.

Nobody sees what makes me good.

I believe that is a huge problem.

I can't be hurt easily by anyone but myself.

I don't have a heart.

I do good and nice things but because i am christian.

In intentions and actions i have a huge heart.

In caring about stuff i have a void.

I just need experience and friends.

I haven't had what i consider a friend for almost 5 years.

Someone i enjoy interacting with.

Someone to full fill social needs.

What makes you strong.

The one freakin' person to realize i'm a genius...

Of course.

Murphy's law.

I am getting pretty lucky though.

Universally lucky.
Jesus loves you.

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Adam_Godzilla
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5/18/2016 3:37:44 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 2:34:52 PM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
At 5/18/2016 1:46:08 PM, Adam_Godzilla wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.


You are actually 16, yes? I had the same experience. Beginning of high school sucks a*s and there's no real excuse for it. That feeling of loneliness is incredibly stressful and I tried not caring about others too.

Who cares what they say behind my back? Who cares if they make fun of me? It doesn't matter right? It's just the way things are...

Bullsh*t. And I didn't realise that till I got older, moved school, became a little more social.

There is this quote:

"The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration." - Pearl S.Buck

And let me tell you something: I don't think you're retarded (don't understand why people say it when it's offensive to actual mentally ill people). Also the mistakes you listed aren't what I consider mistakes.

Try listening to this soothing piece: https://www.youtube.com...
And then this: https://www.youtube.com...

Social interaction is the hardest thing I've had to learn and I frequently move around a lot. In the past, I've been surrounded with lots of really energy draining people who make me feel worthless everyday. These same people, I've made peace with, and even interact with.

My PM is open btw. I've had some strange convos before.

I do things so stupid it is pretty much the only word to fully convey my stupidity.

And we abolished retard and now use mentally challenged.

Nobody sees what makes me good.

I believe that is a huge problem.

I can't be hurt easily by anyone but myself.

I don't have a heart.

I do good and nice things but because i am christian.

In intentions and actions i have a huge heart.

Thats good.
In caring about stuff i have a void.

I just need experience and friends.

I haven't had what i consider a friend for almost 5 years.

I havent had a friend for 2 years. Shitt iest years of my life.
Someone i enjoy interacting with.

I get what you mean.
Someone to full fill social needs.

I feel you.
What makes you strong.

The one freakin' person to realize i'm a genius...

Im more concerned with liking me for who i am than what i show them.
Of course.

Murphy's law.

Everything that can happen, will happen? Too true.
I am getting pretty lucky though.

Universally lucky.
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5/18/2016 4:15:19 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:44 PM, Adam_Godzilla wrote:
At 5/18/2016 2:34:52 PM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
At 5/18/2016 1:46:08 PM, Adam_Godzilla wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.


You are actually 16, yes? I had the same experience. Beginning of high school sucks a*s and there's no real excuse for it. That feeling of loneliness is incredibly stressful and I tried not caring about others too.

Who cares what they say behind my back? Who cares if they make fun of me? It doesn't matter right? It's just the way things are...

Bullsh*t. And I didn't realise that till I got older, moved school, became a little more social.

There is this quote:

"The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration." - Pearl S.Buck

And let me tell you something: I don't think you're retarded (don't understand why people say it when it's offensive to actual mentally ill people). Also the mistakes you listed aren't what I consider mistakes.

Try listening to this soothing piece: https://www.youtube.com...
And then this: https://www.youtube.com...

Social interaction is the hardest thing I've had to learn and I frequently move around a lot. In the past, I've been surrounded with lots of really energy draining people who make me feel worthless everyday. These same people, I've made peace with, and even interact with.

My PM is open btw. I've had some strange convos before.

I do things so stupid it is pretty much the only word to fully convey my stupidity.

And we abolished retard and now use mentally challenged.

Nobody sees what makes me good.

I believe that is a huge problem.

I can't be hurt easily by anyone but myself.

I don't have a heart.

I do good and nice things but because i am christian.

In intentions and actions i have a huge heart.

Thats good.
In caring about stuff i have a void.

I just need experience and friends.

I haven't had what i consider a friend for almost 5 years.

I havent had a friend for 2 years. Shitt iest years of my life.

Wat?

If you are in the same sotuation how are you going to help? kek

Someone i enjoy interacting with.

I get what you mean.
Someone to full fill social needs.

I feel you.
What makes you strong.

The one freakin' person to realize i'm a genius...

Im more concerned with liking me for who i am than what i show them.

A person should like me for the right reasons.

Of course.

Murphy's law.

Everything that can happen, will happen? Too true.
I am getting pretty lucky though.

Universally lucky.
Jesus loves you.

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5/18/2016 6:39:11 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.

You should look into poetry. It's a great outlet and I think you have what it takes.
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5/18/2016 6:43:46 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.

You should write something. Expressing your "shadow" and projecting onto characters that you created can help more than one thinks sometimes.
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5/18/2016 8:02:23 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 6:39:11 PM, Blade-of-Truth wrote:
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.

You should look into poetry. It's a great outlet and I think you have what it takes.

I've been called a poet before.

At brasee.com in the chess section.

I think i am good at writing if i really really try.

Pai Mei would say amature at best.
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5/18/2016 8:21:17 PM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 4:15:19 PM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:

I haven't had what i consider a friend for almost 5 years.

I havent had a friend for 2 years. Shitt iest years of my life.

Wat?

If you are in the same sotuation how are you going to help? kek
I would normally laugh, but this is a serious topic so...

Someone i enjoy interacting with.

I get what you mean.
Someone to full fill social needs.

I feel you.
What makes you strong.

The one freakin' person to realize i'm a genius...

Im more concerned with liking me for who i am than what i show them.

A person should like me for the right reasons.
True.

Of course.

Murphy's law.

Everything that can happen, will happen? Too true.
I am getting pretty lucky though.

Universally lucky.
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5/19/2016 12:23:37 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 6:39:11 PM, Blade-of-Truth wrote:

You should look into poetry. It's a great outlet and I think you have what it takes.

I can agree with this, though I'm bad at poetry, I tend to express myself in different ways and I produced two songs through this.
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5/19/2016 12:35:42 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:

You're not retarded, you just have a difficult time expressing yourself here. I know what it's like. When I first joined DDO, I faced a great deal of issues on the site where people constantly harrassed me for not being of the same intellegence level as them. When I came out as Pansexual on the site, many people for months on end sent me PMs saying that I was going to burn in hell because of my perefences. Within my first year on the site, there was a user who slandered me significantly. I have been harrassed a great deal on this site, yet I rosed to the top. I wanted to show everyone that they are wrong. Now, I top several leaderboards, almost on the top of others and I'm showing everyone that I'm a top, prime-time user of this site. I'm quite sure that you could do the same thing. Just do like what I did and use that feeling and the thought of everyone looking down and use it as fuel to help you get up and defeat their competition.
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5/19/2016 11:47:50 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
I know there are certain environments for me where I am socially awkward, and some areas that I excel at being a social butterfly. Maybe by recognizing the places you are good at social interaction maybe around family or something, you can replicate that behavior in other settings.
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5/20/2016 5:45:22 AM
Posted: 6 months ago
At 5/18/2016 3:37:20 AM, Dragon_of_Christ wrote:
I have had a great life.

No problems.

But people tend not to like me.

I am "socially retarded" and appear eccentric.

I once had a smile.

I once went up and talked to people.

But society took a cannon and blasted my heart out.

I am incredibly apathetic these days.

I feel two emotions.

Stress and laughter.

I had a friend or two but then moved.

Let me list stupid carp i've done.

Lunch, my friend and some of his were playing spin the bottle at lunch.

Got each other so i kissed him on the hand. (i'm strait)

Retarded.

Tried to steal friend's milk as a prank.

Both grabbed it and it got all over him.

We were best friends and got over it but in a group of people i am the idiot if we are having fun or being social.

I'm an idiot.

I don't blame people.

The one person i avoided being stupid with and who realized a quality of mine was intelligence attempted sucide (luckily failed) and left for half a year.

Came back in next grade completely different.

They forgot me.

Then i did said something really freaking retarded and we never talked again.

I can't get over this stupidity.

I am an idiot.

I feel pathetic with no counter argument.

I can't do what i want to do with my stupidity.

I need social experience to get un stupid.

Try to be social with me or something else.

I don't really care but can anyone save me from complete insanity?

Help.
Start by giving thanks for what you DO have!! Members of DDO who responded to this post without judging or ridiculing you for you willingness to share your vulnerability. Every time I get frustrated with this website for all the drama, I realize the reason I stay here is because of posts like yours and the kind hearted responses you received. I too, thought immediately with the way you post things, that it's poetry. You are honest with yourself and cry out for help without shame for your vulnerability, that takes strength and courage!

On many websites you'd have been ridiculed for your vulnerability, but DDO members amaze me more often than not, at their kindness to those of us who are hurting.

I hope you find a friend you can relate to in face to face life, but until you build enough confidence to reach out to someone in person, I hope you realize this website is filled with compassionate people who are unique.