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jharry
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8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
Has anyone here ever faced a life or death situation?

Have you ever went into a life or death situation? For instance.

My work can be quite hazardous. there are many times I go to do a job that can kill me in a second if something goes wrong. All the precautions, barriers and safety that can be imagined have been taken or put in place. but there is still a chance, an ever so slight chance, that if any one of these system were to fail I would be killed or badly injured at the least.

Has anyone hear had their life in someone else's hands?
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8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM, jharry wrote:
Has anyone here ever faced a life or death situation?

Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation. I also was almost shot on a Subway in downtown Berlin after Hertha-Berlin won against Hamburg... They weren't aiming for me but it hit my right arm, three inches from my heart. Still have a scar.

Have you ever went into a life or death situation? For instance.

My work can be quite hazardous. there are many times I go to do a job that can kill me in a second if something goes wrong. All the precautions, barriers and safety that can be imagined have been taken or put in place. but there is still a chance, an ever so slight chance, that if any one of these system were to fail I would be killed or badly injured at the least.

Has anyone hear had their life in someone else's hands?

Why do you ask?
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8/15/2010 2:09:04 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM, jharry wrote:
Has anyone here ever faced a life or death situation?

Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation. I also was almost shot on a Subway in downtown Berlin after Hertha-Berlin won against Hamburg... They weren't aiming for me but it hit my right arm, three inches from my heart. Still have a scar.

Have you ever went into a life or death situation? For instance.

My work can be quite hazardous. there are many times I go to do a job that can kill me in a second if something goes wrong. All the precautions, barriers and safety that can be imagined have been taken or put in place. but there is still a chance, an ever so slight chance, that if any one of these system were to fail I would be killed or badly injured at the least.

Has anyone hear had their life in someone else's hands?

Why do you ask?

Just wondering. Thanks.
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8/15/2010 2:13:26 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM, jharry wrote:
Has anyone here ever faced a life or death situation?

Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation. I also was almost shot on a Subway in downtown Berlin after Hertha-Berlin won against Hamburg... They weren't aiming for me but it hit my right arm, three inches from my heart. Still have a scar.

Have you ever went into a life or death situation? For instance.

My work can be quite hazardous. there are many times I go to do a job that can kill me in a second if something goes wrong. All the precautions, barriers and safety that can be imagined have been taken or put in place. but there is still a chance, an ever so slight chance, that if any one of these system were to fail I would be killed or badly injured at the least.

Has anyone hear had their life in someone else's hands?

Why do you ask?

Again, I'm very sorry to hear that. Are you doing good? Treatments working, helping?

And the getting shot is not exactly what I was referring to, but it was a life and death situation.
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8/15/2010 2:18:03 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 2:13:26 AM, jharry wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM, jharry wrote:
Has anyone here ever faced a life or death situation?

Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation. I also was almost shot on a Subway in downtown Berlin after Hertha-Berlin won against Hamburg... They weren't aiming for me but it hit my right arm, three inches from my heart. Still have a scar.

Have you ever went into a life or death situation? For instance.

My work can be quite hazardous. there are many times I go to do a job that can kill me in a second if something goes wrong. All the precautions, barriers and safety that can be imagined have been taken or put in place. but there is still a chance, an ever so slight chance, that if any one of these system were to fail I would be killed or badly injured at the least.

Has anyone hear had their life in someone else's hands?

Why do you ask?

Again, I'm very sorry to hear that. Are you doing good? Treatments working, helping?

Well, I'm a fighter so I'm taking it a day at a time. They caught mine late since it's very rare to have it as a teenager but I'm hopeful. Haven't gone through extensive chemotherapy yet but I probably will have to soon. I continue to do sports and martial arts though... I don't want to live a half-@ssed life. :P

And the getting shot is not exactly what I was referring to, but it was a life and death situation.

Yeah, that's why I put both. I've been in a lot of... interesting situations. I travel a lot and have really bad luck. >.>
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8/15/2010 3:27:02 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation. I also was almost shot on a Subway in downtown Berlin after Hertha-Berlin won against Hamburg... They weren't aiming for me but it hit my right arm, three inches from my heart. Still have a scar.

Fvck ann, that's terrible. :(
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8/15/2010 8:54:48 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 3:27:02 AM, tvellalott wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation. I also was almost shot on a Subway in downtown Berlin after Hertha-Berlin won against Hamburg... They weren't aiming for me but it hit my right arm, three inches from my heart. Still have a scar.

Fvck ann, that's terrible. :(

It's life! Ya can't always have it good right?
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8/15/2010 8:57:59 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 8:54:48 AM, annhasle wrote:
It's life! Ya can't always have it good right?
You are fine mentally with regard to your arm, I suppose?
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8/15/2010 9:03:03 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 8:57:59 AM, Mirza wrote:
At 8/15/2010 8:54:48 AM, annhasle wrote:
It's life! Ya can't always have it good right?
You are fine mentally with regard to your arm, I suppose?

Yeah... It's definitely helped with Karate. Once you've been shot, you don't really care about being punched! I don't really have any luck in the first place, so I try not to dwell on the bad... ('-_-)
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8/15/2010 9:06:45 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM, jharry wrote:
Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation.

Wow, I'm so sorry. I hope you recover.
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8/15/2010 9:14:33 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:06:45 AM, Kinesis wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:07:57 AM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 2:00:34 AM, jharry wrote:
Yes. It depends on which you accept though... I have Ovarian Cancer so that, in my mind, is a "life or death" situation.

Wow, I'm so sorry. I hope you recover.

I feel like such an attention whore... But thanks! I'll find out more about my "timeline" next month so I'm hoping for the best! Hope it goes past age 20 this time! >.>
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Mirza
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8/15/2010 9:28:54 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:14:33 AM, annhasle wrote:
I feel like such an attention whore... But thanks! I'll find out more about my "timeline" next month so I'm hoping for the best! Hope it goes past age 20 this time! >.>
It is fine that you speak about yourself. It is not an easy situation for you. You should go for as much treatment as possible.
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8/15/2010 10:40:16 AM
Posted: 6 years ago
Ann's arm got shot? That really sucks. Lol and she's tougher then my dad. Hee pulled it out of place when he was in the army by doing sit ups and he's still whining about it. (like 10 years later)
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8/15/2010 1:54:48 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
Wasnt paying attention, and simply nodded and said Yes, when my gf asked if she looked fat in her jeans. Never been so scared in my life. I think thats the closest to death i ever came.
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8/15/2010 2:00:07 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 1:54:48 PM, tkubok wrote:
Wasnt paying attention, and simply nodded and said Yes, when my gf asked if she looked fat in her jeans. Never been so scared in my life. I think thats the closest to death i ever came.

Eeesh thats tough. Who the hell cares what your a ss looks like anyway? If ppl are looking and they don't like it they don't have to look.
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8/15/2010 8:58:00 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 10:40:16 AM, lovelife wrote:
Ann's arm got shot? That really sucks. Lol and she's tougher then my dad. Hee pulled it out of place when he was in the army by doing sit ups and he's still whining about it. (like 10 years later)

Lol Nah, I'm not that tough. But thanks anyways! :D
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8/15/2010 9:04:17 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 8:58:00 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:40:16 AM, lovelife wrote:
Ann's arm got shot? That really sucks. Lol and she's tougher then my dad. Hee pulled it out of place when he was in the army by doing sit ups and he's still whining about it. (like 10 years later)

Lol Nah, I'm not that tough. But thanks anyways! :D

Lol I'm not sure how I got that. Then again I posted that when I was high. Is there a natural hormone in humans that cause them to get high cause thats really confusing me.
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8/15/2010 9:05:41 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:04:17 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 8:58:00 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:40:16 AM, lovelife wrote:
Ann's arm got shot? That really sucks. Lol and she's tougher then my dad. Hee pulled it out of place when he was in the army by doing sit ups and he's still whining about it. (like 10 years later)

Lol Nah, I'm not that tough. But thanks anyways! :D

Lol I'm not sure how I got that. Then again I posted that when I was high. Is there a natural hormone in humans that cause them to get high cause thats really confusing me.

You can get Natural Highs off of adrenaline... But that's more of a euphoric feeling that doesn't last that long.
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8/15/2010 9:09:12 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:05:41 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:04:17 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 8:58:00 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:40:16 AM, lovelife wrote:
Ann's arm got shot? That really sucks. Lol and she's tougher then my dad. Hee pulled it out of place when he was in the army by doing sit ups and he's still whining about it. (like 10 years later)

Lol Nah, I'm not that tough. But thanks anyways! :D

Lol I'm not sure how I got that. Then again I posted that when I was high. Is there a natural hormone in humans that cause them to get high cause thats really confusing me.

You can get Natural Highs off of adrenaline... But that's more of a euphoric feeling that doesn't last that long.

huh. I don't think I'm an adreniline junkie. I don't even like adreniline, it makes me feel like I'm gunna die and it makes me freak out and cry and throws me down to my lowest lows lol.
I mean just sitting there and all of a sudden just laughing at nothing, saying stupid stuff, thinking way differently, and other weird stuff like me being in a good mood lol.
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8/15/2010 9:13:04 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:09:12 PM, lovelife wrote:
huh. I don't think I'm an adreniline junkie. I don't even like adreniline, it makes me feel like I'm gunna die and it makes me freak out and cry and throws me down to my lowest lows lol.
I mean just sitting there and all of a sudden just laughing at nothing, saying stupid stuff, thinking way differently, and other weird stuff like me being in a good mood lol.

I LOVE adreniline. Nothing like a near miss in the car to get your brain firing at 150%
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8/15/2010 9:16:54 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:09:12 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:05:41 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:04:17 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 8:58:00 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:40:16 AM, lovelife wrote:
Ann's arm got shot? That really sucks. Lol and she's tougher then my dad. Hee pulled it out of place when he was in the army by doing sit ups and he's still whining about it. (like 10 years later)

Lol Nah, I'm not that tough. But thanks anyways! :D

Lol I'm not sure how I got that. Then again I posted that when I was high. Is there a natural hormone in humans that cause them to get high cause thats really confusing me.

You can get Natural Highs off of adrenaline... But that's more of a euphoric feeling that doesn't last that long.

huh. I don't think I'm an adreniline junkie. I don't even like adreniline, it makes me feel like I'm gunna die and it makes me freak out and cry and throws me down to my lowest lows lol.
I mean just sitting there and all of a sudden just laughing at nothing, saying stupid stuff, thinking way differently, and other weird stuff like me being in a good mood lol.

That sounds like mania...
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8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(
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8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P
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8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.
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8/15/2010 9:30:55 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM, mattrodstrom wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.

Exactly. In my opinion, it was another way to put my life into perspective. I had experienced the deaths of my family members but never thought that I'd have to face my mortality for awhile. And when I was diagnosed with cancer (the day I was shot), I realized that I still had a lot of growing up to do.

No pity parties... And if it seems like that's what I'm trying to do now; it's really not my intention. I've accepted my illness as terminal. I know I had limited time... and I don't want to spend it with people fawning over my cancer like that's the only thing that matters. I want to share my opinions... help others... still live, you know?

I also want to encourage others who are going through situations like this, or have friends/family members that have terminal illnesses to post as well. Many people keep quiet, and destroy themselves mentally from suppressing their anger or sadness.
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8/15/2010 9:55:09 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:30:55 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM, mattrodstrom wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.

Exactly. In my opinion, it was another way to put my life into perspective. I had experienced the deaths of my family members but never thought that I'd have to face my mortality for awhile. And when I was diagnosed with cancer (the day I was shot), I realized that I still had a lot of growing up to do.

No pity parties... And if it seems like that's what I'm trying to do now; it's really not my intention. I've accepted my illness as terminal. I know I had limited time... and I don't want to spend it with people fawning over my cancer like that's the only thing that matters. I want to share my opinions... help others... still live, you know?

I also want to encourage others who are going through situations like this, or have friends/family members that have terminal illnesses to post as well. Many people keep quiet, and destroy themselves mentally from suppressing their anger or sadness.

Oh its cancer. My ex best friend's dad died of cancer. I was still close to her and him then. I knew for a year longer then her that he was dying. It was really hard on me.

What do you mean by mania? I'm normal most of the time, do you mean like the constant stress makes me go insane sometimes? That would actually be kinda cool.
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8/15/2010 10:00:21 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 9:55:09 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:30:55 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM, mattrodstrom wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.

Exactly. In my opinion, it was another way to put my life into perspective. I had experienced the deaths of my family members but never thought that I'd have to face my mortality for awhile. And when I was diagnosed with cancer (the day I was shot), I realized that I still had a lot of growing up to do.

No pity parties... And if it seems like that's what I'm trying to do now; it's really not my intention. I've accepted my illness as terminal. I know I had limited time... and I don't want to spend it with people fawning over my cancer like that's the only thing that matters. I want to share my opinions... help others... still live, you know?

I also want to encourage others who are going through situations like this, or have friends/family members that have terminal illnesses to post as well. Many people keep quiet, and destroy themselves mentally from suppressing their anger or sadness.

Oh its cancer. My ex best friend's dad died of cancer. I was still close to her and him then. I knew for a year longer then her that he was dying. It was really hard on me.

It's a hard way to die since it can be a slow process of wasting away for years... I'm sorry about that.

What do you mean by mania? I'm normal most of the time, do you mean like the constant stress makes me go insane sometimes? That would actually be kinda cool.

Mania is sporadically experiencing periods of high euphoria or energy that are completely random. I'm sorry if this is too personal... but have you ever been or are you currently depressed?
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8/15/2010 10:07:41 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 10:00:21 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:55:09 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:30:55 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM, mattrodstrom wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.

Exactly. In my opinion, it was another way to put my life into perspective. I had experienced the deaths of my family members but never thought that I'd have to face my mortality for awhile. And when I was diagnosed with cancer (the day I was shot), I realized that I still had a lot of growing up to do.

No pity parties... And if it seems like that's what I'm trying to do now; it's really not my intention. I've accepted my illness as terminal. I know I had limited time... and I don't want to spend it with people fawning over my cancer like that's the only thing that matters. I want to share my opinions... help others... still live, you know?

I also want to encourage others who are going through situations like this, or have friends/family members that have terminal illnesses to post as well. Many people keep quiet, and destroy themselves mentally from suppressing their anger or sadness.

Oh its cancer. My ex best friend's dad died of cancer. I was still close to her and him then. I knew for a year longer then her that he was dying. It was really hard on me.

It's a hard way to die since it can be a slow process of wasting away for years... I'm sorry about that.


I know. I was saddened the whole time. Esoecially when I saw him. He was like you tho he kept happy and a good attitude tho.

What do you mean by mania? I'm normal most of the time, do you mean like the constant stress makes me go insane sometimes? That would actually be kinda cool.

Mania is sporadically experiencing periods of high euphoria or energy that are completely random. I'm sorry if this is too personal... but have you ever been or are you currently depressed?

Lol thats awesome. Yeah I get depressed alot. I am diagnosed with depression actually.
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8/15/2010 10:13:20 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 10:07:41 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:00:21 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:55:09 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:30:55 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM, mattrodstrom wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.

Exactly. In my opinion, it was another way to put my life into perspective. I had experienced the deaths of my family members but never thought that I'd have to face my mortality for awhile. And when I was diagnosed with cancer (the day I was shot), I realized that I still had a lot of growing up to do.

No pity parties... And if it seems like that's what I'm trying to do now; it's really not my intention. I've accepted my illness as terminal. I know I had limited time... and I don't want to spend it with people fawning over my cancer like that's the only thing that matters. I want to share my opinions... help others... still live, you know?

I also want to encourage others who are going through situations like this, or have friends/family members that have terminal illnesses to post as well. Many people keep quiet, and destroy themselves mentally from suppressing their anger or sadness.

Oh its cancer. My ex best friend's dad died of cancer. I was still close to her and him then. I knew for a year longer then her that he was dying. It was really hard on me.

It's a hard way to die since it can be a slow process of wasting away for years... I'm sorry about that.


I know. I was saddened the whole time. Esoecially when I saw him. He was like you tho he kept happy and a good attitude tho.

It does make things easier. At first you have to pretend to be okay but soon you start accepting it. I'm sure he was strong for his daughter.

What do you mean by mania? I'm normal most of the time, do you mean like the constant stress makes me go insane sometimes? That would actually be kinda cool.

Mania is sporadically experiencing periods of high euphoria or energy that are completely random. I'm sorry if this is too personal... but have you ever been or are you currently depressed?

Lol thats awesome. Yeah I get depressed alot. I am diagnosed with depression actually.

Than I would look into Manic Depression a.k.a. Bi-polar... I have Bi-Polar and experience episodes like you described so that's why I bring it up. :D
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8/15/2010 10:45:59 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 8/15/2010 10:13:20 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:07:41 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 10:00:21 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:55:09 PM, lovelife wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:30:55 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:25:27 PM, mattrodstrom wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:21:10 PM, annhasle wrote:
At 8/15/2010 9:20:07 PM, Yvette wrote:
Jesus, Ann, sorry to hear that. :(

It's okay! It's life... It could be worse; I could be dead already! :P

true... It seems like you have a good perspective on things :)

it is how it is.
no reason for pity-parties (I can't imagine they'd help anyhoo)... just reason for embracing what you care about.

Exactly. In my opinion, it was another way to put my life into perspective. I had experienced the deaths of my family members but never thought that I'd have to face my mortality for awhile. And when I was diagnosed with cancer (the day I was shot), I realized that I still had a lot of growing up to do.

No pity parties... And if it seems like that's what I'm trying to do now; it's really not my intention. I've accepted my illness as terminal. I know I had limited time... and I don't want to spend it with people fawning over my cancer like that's the only thing that matters. I want to share my opinions... help others... still live, you know?

I also want to encourage others who are going through situations like this, or have friends/family members that have terminal illnesses to post as well. Many people keep quiet, and destroy themselves mentally from suppressing their anger or sadness.

Oh its cancer. My ex best friend's dad died of cancer. I was still close to her and him then. I knew for a year longer then her that he was dying. It was really hard on me.

It's a hard way to die since it can be a slow process of wasting away for years... I'm sorry about that.


I know. I was saddened the whole time. Esoecially when I saw him. He was like you tho he kept happy and a good attitude tho.

It does make things easier. At first you have to pretend to be okay but soon you start accepting it. I'm sure he was strong for his daughter.


Yeah. I'm pretty sure he was acting cause most of the time he would sit around and I'm sure I could feel pain coming from him. I don't think my friend felt anything tho. I doubt that I just imagined it because I asked mom about why he felt so depressy all the time and thats how I found out.

What do you mean by mania? I'm normal most of the time, do you mean like the constant stress makes me go insane sometimes? That would actually be kinda cool.

Mania is sporadically experiencing periods of high euphoria or energy that are completely random. I'm sorry if this is too personal... but have you ever been or are you currently depressed?

Lol thats awesome. Yeah I get depressed alot. I am diagnosed with depression actually.

Than I would look into Manic Depression a.k.a. Bi-polar... I have Bi-Polar and experience episodes like you described so that's why I bring it up. :D

Yeah I've thought I was bi-polar for years. No one takes that seriously tho cause I'm "always depressed" but then sometimes they seriously wonder if I'm high and threatened to test me for drugs lol. I think that being bi polar or whatever is kinda cool (not to just go around and be all "hey I'm bi polar don't mess with me" or whatever but because when you are high you can think of new ideas that normally you never would have, then use them when you are depressed. It helps form a real opinion on life when things are pretty much tame because in my case yes life really sucks, my parents are over controlling, my best friend betrayed me, my bf hardly talks to me anymore, I know that if I ever get pregnant safe to say I will die 20 years younger anyway, I wont get animal cruelty to stop no matter how hard I try when I meet him I may find out he lied to me, he might be faking that he loves me, Everyone seems to notice the negatives about me more then how I'm actually a pretty good person/teen, but I also know that if I keep looking forward to the future no one can force me into anything, especially not for long, I have found love, I can fight for animals and try to get others to see my POV so when I die my beliefs wont (same go for anything I strongly believe in), I can help people when they are depressed, no matter how much people try to make me think I am I'm not a bad person, and I know that there is just way to much in life to just give up on it)

Crap that is long. Sorry.
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