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Would you call this Satanism?

JimProfit
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11/9/2010 1:07:33 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
Samantha's parents are starting to warm up to me. Seeing I'm not what they were expecting. I call myself a Satanist, and they saw that, and had a big problem with it. They're hardcore baptists, but they're starting to see it isn't about sacrificing cats and molesting children for mana. (Though I do know Satanists who do that. "Theistic/Classic Satanists") I'd call myself a Laveyan Satanist, but I think Laveyanism was far too... what's the word? PRETENCIOUS. In that it simply acted like athiesm but wanted you to disco dance. Whilest it plays on the the teachings of what I liveby religiously, it doesn't do it justice. Laveyan Satanists are just normal people who think they're cool by dressing abnormal and having a "man room" where they can yell, smoke cigars, and bring their mistresses. It's stupid, and it's an insult to my form of Satanism.

My form of Satanism is almost like a jedi/sith comparison. It's a code, you have to have a code, no code, no power. The code defines you as a person, it defines your soul. The code has to mean something to you. I can't tell you what that code is because that's like telling you what is joy? What is pain? What is intent? But that's the abstracts we're dealing with here... So recently I said to a friend of mine online named magog...

"I just don't understand it myself... I just cannot believe the people behind it all are human. It's not meant to be some romantic poem of hummanity is good deepdown. It's just I can't see any human being this hellbent on accomplishing anything. I know how demons operate. I'm an occultist. You'll see around my neck the eye of Lucifer and skull&bones, I'm into all of that. But even I cannot fully fathom the mindset of a demon because I am not a pure emotional being. I live in a three dimensional world of matter and sense. Which causes different feelings and purposes to overcome me. I think of "demons and angels" as just radicals on the spiritual level. Devoid of anything other then whatever manifested them be it fear, anger, love, or discovery.

And I once communicated with a demon. I sought to get revenge on my enemies, I wanted money, lots of it, so I could give my woman anything she wanted and my kids could be spoiled as hell, I wanted to live a long life with health and happiness, and I wanted to see a new political persuasion against homosexuals. I told this demon I'd do anything to make it happen, whatever he asked, I'd do. And all he said in this sortof intangible arm crossing, cocked eyebrow dissapointment was "that's it?"

And I was confused, flabbergasted, all I could do was shrug and say "isn't that enough?"

"I have no need of fools who can immagine ENOUGH..." And that was the last time I ever spoke to such a creature.

To the bohemian grove, the black pope, the masons, etc. This is just some sick game of chinese checkers taking for granteed the lives and turmoil of all life everywhere. I cannot put into words for you how little these sociopaths think of themselves and others just chasing the dragon."

It should come with a big south park discalimer. (THIS IS WHAT JIM PROFIT ACTUALLY BELIEVES) Which is why I like star wars, and warhammer 40k, because they are fictions that deal in absolutes. Even if those absolutes aren't nesscarally "good"... I would say I draw my beliefs from Nietzsche, but I didn't know crap about Nietzsche till a few years ago. This was my life.

And people have this misconception that though my life is filled with paranoia, doom, and a struggle between those who seek power in one form or another. Even myself. What do I want more then to grab mod's by the hair, take a dump, and shove in their mouth my feces and smack them in the face afterward? I want to degrade them beyond any measure you'd find recorded at Guantanamo. For they've done it to me. You would think with all that hate I'd be extremely miserable, but I'm not. I'm only really ever miserable when I doubt I can ever acheive that goal or I begin to question who I really am. Because my purpose, my "code" begins to waver.

I would rather be demonic, and know it, then be saintly and not know it. I need to know who I am, so that way whatever I am, I can use those skills, to make me happy, and have pride in myself for what I can do that others cannot. But I don't have that sortof faith in myself. I don't think most people do. But unlike most people, I have the balls to admit it, and the audacity to ask questions, and that's probably what gets me banned. Too much revealing of how the world works. And not from "light". Holly F*ck is the light frightening. You ever seen an angel? I have. Not something you want to play cards with. A hulking mass of pure unadulterated warrior, and then there's those so called "light bearer" Luciferians who are even worse. They want to jade you, brainwash you, control you. They want to turn you into a mindless puppet of self pleasure like one of those hardcore hentai porns. It's really sickening what people are underneath it all. And thats why I can never get behind Christianity no matter what. Because I will never in good conscience claim that human beings deserve salvation and mercy, I will never lie to them and tell them there is an all knowing, all loving God that's going to be there for them, I will never pretend everything is alright, and your sins will be forgivven. Your sins, as well as your virtues, define who you are. And you honestly think anyone, including Christians give a crap about your virtues? If you possess any hint of selflessness you're called a tool and walked all over and then they wonder why you snap. If you possess valour, they call you a terrorist and you need to be locked up. If you possess love, they call you an idiot and pick on you, cheat on you, and lie to you untill you stop believing in it. Human beings are f*cking evil. And it only gets worse.

In that sense, I relish darkness. When I was a kid, I liked dark rooms and rainy days, not because I was some goth kid trying to be all eccentric, but because it made more sense to me. In the darkness... the monsters can't see you. Sure you can't see them either. But you're powerless against them anyway. The darkness is the most fair.

A friend of mine named patrick made fun of me and showed me that video. "This is you..." LOL!
FREEDO
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11/9/2010 1:18:39 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
There is seriously nothing more entertaining than your posts, Jim. I look forward to seeing you in hell.
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11/9/2010 1:25:34 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
I have read the satanic bible, I have studied into the dark arts, and self percervirence because I am a knowledge seeking human being. I like how it teaches you to be strong willed and strong minded. But what I don't get like the belief in "god" is the belief in "Lucifer" or "Satan"?

I have read that Lucifer is Latin for "morning star","bringer of light." In the book of Isaiah Lucifer is describing a Babylonian king who thought he was Higher than God, not an archangel. Also morning star is the planet Venus.
It wasn't until the Christians came around where they decided to portray Lucifer as Satan the foe of God.
Korashk
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11/9/2010 1:32:06 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
You still don't really know anything about LaVeyan Satanism.
When large numbers of otherwise-law abiding people break specific laws en masse, it's usually a fault that lies with the law. - Unknown
innomen
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11/9/2010 2:02:00 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 11/9/2010 1:54:32 PM, Cody_Franklin wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:48:27 PM, innomen wrote:
I miss the old Panda that took care of these things.

Wouldn't be quite as bad if the posts weren't so unnecessarily long.

You don't actually read them all, do you?
Cody_Franklin
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11/9/2010 2:03:16 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 11/9/2010 2:02:00 PM, innomen wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:54:32 PM, Cody_Franklin wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:48:27 PM, innomen wrote:
I miss the old Panda that took care of these things.

Wouldn't be quite as bad if the posts weren't so unnecessarily long.

You don't actually read them all, do you?

I've skimmed. This one I read all the way through.
innomen
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11/9/2010 2:25:32 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 11/9/2010 2:03:16 PM, Cody_Franklin wrote:
At 11/9/2010 2:02:00 PM, innomen wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:54:32 PM, Cody_Franklin wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:48:27 PM, innomen wrote:
I miss the old Panda that took care of these things.

Wouldn't be quite as bad if the posts weren't so unnecessarily long.

You don't actually read them all, do you?

I've skimmed. This one I read all the way through.

Ya better for it?
Cody_Franklin
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11/9/2010 2:36:25 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 11/9/2010 2:25:32 PM, innomen wrote:
At 11/9/2010 2:03:16 PM, Cody_Franklin wrote:
At 11/9/2010 2:02:00 PM, innomen wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:54:32 PM, Cody_Franklin wrote:
At 11/9/2010 1:48:27 PM, innomen wrote:
I miss the old Panda that took care of these things.

Wouldn't be quite as bad if the posts weren't so unnecessarily long.

You don't actually read them all, do you?

I've skimmed. This one I read all the way through.

Ya better for it?

Worse, probably.
lovelife
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11/9/2010 3:17:59 PM
Posted: 6 years ago
At 11/9/2010 1:48:27 PM, innomen wrote:
I miss the old Panda that took care of these things.

Nah if people will just ignore him, or tell him how ridiculous his posts are without all the stalky creepy @ss sh!t he will either change to fit the site, or forget about/leave. Nothing says you or anyone else has to read the posts. So long as they aren't directed at anyone or talking about anyone else, it really does not matter.
Just my opinion.
@OP congrats your a goth kid.
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