You find yourself to not be guilty. Whether you have committed actions that you have always felt to be just, or things just don't affect you much, you have mainly a guilt-free conscience. You still may regret some things you've done in the past, but... none of it matters anymore
For example I was playing god with a couple of ant colonies . My favored ant colony was invaded and killed . I killed all the invaders and drown thier young . I felt a bit bad but I knew they were a menace to the other colonies . And they're just ants.