How are YOU affected after playing a violent video game?

Never felt the urge to cause violence after playing a violent video game. Therefore I have never enacted violence after playing such a game.

After I play a violent video game is like to reenact scenes from that game. Like for instance after playing GTA5 I went out into the street, mugged an old lady, stole a car, crashed it into a faers market, and beat a hooker to death with a bat. After playing gears of war I attached a chainsaw to my AK and cut down my twin brother. Hell I only joined the military in the hopes that I could be deployed to some third world country where I could randomly shot hundreds of innocent people just like in call of duty. And the wierd thing is, I don't even want to do these things. But it's like I have no choice. Something compels me, forces me to do these violent acts. I have no idea what it could be though. "Cough, cough"

I feel the most potent emotional effects of playing a violent video game immediately, especially during intense, prolonged scenes of violence. My frustration is amplified when I am forced by the game to play the scene over again. I feel very irritable and act very hostile when others try to talk to me about something else when I am playing the game. I can feel myself becoming more hostile, so excuse me. The violent games I do play aren't very intense, and there are not many of them. I don't play M-rated games often or for a long while, and yet I still feel violent from playing them. I feel that many of those who say that they are not affected are lying to defend their addiction, just as others defend the drugs that are their addictions. I speak to you truthfully that most of the time I don't play violent games for enjoyment but rather because I feel I must! It's a very real addiction and it makes me irritable and violent, which is to say nothing about my brother, who loses it COMPLETELY when we is immersed in a violent game and someone attempts to communicate with him. And look at his behavior- he's a problem child. He yells at me, makes fun of me, attempts to assert dominance over me, and does the very same things to our parents. He often threatens me in very disturbing, violent, and depraved ways. His manners need much improvement. And you know what we have to thank for his behavior. Stop living in illusory world where perceptions are numbed by vices and addictions and actually pay attention to what's going on and eventually you'll be able to create for yourself true satisfaction...