Doing something against your conscience is by means to suffer evil.
Cause I'm done suffering why not make people who deserve this have this.
My Christian beliefs prevent me me from choosing the other option. God says all life is valuable, He provides the basis for human worth. I'd rather die than hurt others.
Because if you suffer evil, You don't have the guilt but if you do evil, You will live with the guilt your entire life.
The hardest person to forgive is yourself (psychopaths excluded).
When you do evil, It is worse because you are the one who is in the action of being evil. To suffer evil, You are merely a victim.
Either way. . . There will be suffering involved. Doing something evil inflicts damage to one's conscience causing internal torture. I would rather take the external punishment of suffering evil versus dealing with my conscience over an evil choice that was made by me for a long period of time up to the end of my life.
It's definitely worse to suffer evil because no matter who you are, You are suffering. Whereas if you do evil, It could be enjoyed, It could be pleasurable to some, Even fun.